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Sunday, February 29, 2004

Sunday... yes yes sunny day but no, not a very fine day... Hw, tons of 'em. A-Maths, E-Maths, Bio, Chem, la la la... Ok, nvm, I'm very bored now so I'm going off. Oh! And I forgot: on Friday Siti gave me a green file and a purple hair band and yesterday, Syidah gave me a pair of nice earrings. Thanks you guyz. And WoW, alamak, forgot again... Err... a simple one lah, even when you fall, always gather the strength to pull yourself up again. Try...

Saturday, February 28, 2004

Cross country! I'm so proud of myself! I got top 25!!!! I'm not sure what position, but between 20-25, thanks to those who encouraged me to go on, PSL, hehe and St John too. Some teachers and perent support also, hehe. Got one part, the parent support was like cheering on the side of the road, I just felt like laughing lol. Now I believe I can do better for my 2.4 Napfa. While running I kept breathing the words, "U can, u can, u can" Lol, but it worked!!! Woo Hoot! I'm so darn/damn proud 'cause not only did I make it to the finishing line, I got top 25, cooliez! At first, I was just jogging then I found out I can sprint down slopes and then walk briskly up. There's a u-turn part dsomewhere in the middle, the St John there said I was in Top 20, I nearly laughed lor, I didn't believe him, 'cause I tot like, "Me?? Top 20? Nah, he's just encouraging..." but then Chuan Li also said that lor. For th last 400m or so, I kept jogging and didn't stop then as I'm getting nearer I sprinted, yay! Along the way, I saw 'HIM' and tha encouraged me too, hehez. After the race, I was suddenly filled with tears, not sure of happiness or from the pain I had in the chest. But the thing I want to say here is, "Thanks Mr Sara for the guidance on how to run properly during P.E." I used the technique of not putting my hands on my hips and stretching my hands and letting them down so that also probably helped me to run faster. I'm just so glad...n In Sec 1, I got like 30+, like 2nd or 3rd last for those who competed lor... This yr everyone has to run but yes some good runners didn't run because of duty and stuff and probably why I got 20+. I wanna stop now, WoW, believe and urself and trust me, they'll work even if they don't, believe that u've tried ur best and u have other talents, try others...

Friday, February 27, 2004

Arlooze, my head so sleepy it would probably roll off into a corner and lay there to rot but it's stuck to my neck... First period I can already doze off, but thanks to refresher (a sort of medicated oil) I woke up, not because it refreshed me, but because I got it into my left eye (that's why I ran to the toilet juz now...). Really, I;m in no mood to do anything right now, but I just have to tell the happenings of today, I'm currently addicted to my blog.

Then had Physics, I'm beginning to like Mr Mubarak but it was kind of funny he keeps calling Andrea to demonstrate force and didn't notice that err... a few of us are laughing at how short he looks. Without Andrea he looks ok, but with Andrea and sometimes he called Zhi Hao, really he looks short but he really can't help it, can he? I dunno... using physics or something.... lol. Anyway, after that had Bio, we had some confusing explanations to listen to but I managed to catch 50% of each part. Shi Yun was brave to admit she understands 100%, but she's the confident kind and she does do well in her studies. So, then recess, I ate rice! Half of me was elling me not to but the other half won and I ate rice... during RECESS! Then S.S, Ms Neo was like blabbing on and on about SBQ and then her university life (Interesting facts: she's like... playful in her school days and she didn't take S.S last time, how in the world did she become S.S teacher then??) while the other classes have emptied out for the leadership Investiture and when Song Wei interupted her saying that we'll be in deep trouble if she continues cos we're supposed to be in the hall 5 mins earlier but we're like 5 mins later!! And then she said why we didn't tell her earlier, really, we thought syhe knew... Anyway, Ms Neo is currently my fav teacher, hehe. For the leadership Investiture, it was quite long but I like the song Mr Jared Oh COMPOSED entitled Temasek's Light. Very sweet... very nice... very soothing.... (any leaders reading this, may I have the lyrics pls pls pls?!?!) and the student leaders had their glow-in-the-dark stick and they (the sticks) glow so well in the dark, it suits the song very well with the student leaders swaying, wah... I just feel like crying all of a sudden, lol. So then Fawwaz, our new Chairman of the Sports Captains (?!?!?! Ok, maybe I dunno him well, but it's totally unexpected) led the school into the Temasek Cheer, everyone so synchronized, like so cool lor! Then Mr Ng explained bout the Sec 3 camp again, I'm taking no. 3, the adventure one no matter what. We'll still sleep in dorm for one day and I've sort of solved the toilet problem (I 'm bringing a whole roll of toilet paper!) and it's the best, I guess I'm getting more and more outgoing huh? The amazing thing is ah, people are worrying avout the caves which have life bats which could bite your head off during the 4 hrs in the caves (even Mr Ng got a bit scared wen he saw them he said, and he's like the bravest I know) while here I am only a teeny weeny bit scared (truthfully, not boasting or anythoing, really...) of the caves thingy and more worried about toilets??

Ok stop about Sec 3 camp... so went back to class, grabbed bag, chucked things in locker practically ran into 3/4 to meet my friend b4 going for bookclub together. Bookclub: Awkward moment and I don't wish to talk about it... After that rushed home, chatted with Rehana on the bus, took 29, alighted at first stop, walked briskly home up the stairs and there's a boy on the 3rd floor who said something like, "Ma, got a girl!" Lolx, he looked so cute. So got home, I ATE RICE AGAIN!!! FRIED RICE SOMEMORE!!! My God... but I managed to stop myself from having a second helping. Then got stomachache and then bathed and prayed, wore my school uniform back (it didn't smell... and I put on talcum powder or whatever that thing is) and off me and my mum go to the MRT station to Lavender (in case u don't know what rot am I talking about, I'm talking about going to make my IC). Along the way, we were debating whether we need the blood group and so I called Siti and my cuz and my mum called my uncle, then I called my aunt, then my mum called my cuz and my dad and blah blah blah. We then reached Lavender, we thought it was Bugis so we didn't alight and then... so well, we alighted at Bugis and went back to Lavender. At the ICA building, I was queueing up to have my pic taken and I couldn't decide how to smile (as my horoscope says, I'm very indecisive this mth) and so I tried both smiles I can do and decided to choose the more natural one. Really, I look so chubby and my left eye looks smaller than my right (Lupin#2?). Aiyo! But then blah, blah my no. was called, table 28 or 29, forgot. It was a guy and he was like so serious I could have kicked him, aiyo! Very hard to cooperate with this kind of people. Then he got ask if I want my name written in Jawi (like modern Sanskrit) below my name. I thought it would be cool and I do know how to spell it, but then he said it will be printed in my handwriting, I immediately answered no thx. Then blah blah, I ended up in Bugis, Kinokuniya. Then poof at Popular in Century Square at Tampines and there I bought a 3-in-1 LotR book, yay! Finally!!!!! Then blah blah wnt home, I had back and shoulders pain. Both my ankles also took turns in feeling like I sprained them, so I collapse on the cool marble floor, I could have fallen asleep if I didn't need to pray. Then blah blah blah blah blah, until now I wanna go sleep. WoW, I heard 2 today but can't remember so... err... Love can only come from the heart, nowhere else, not the mind, not the soul. Sounds cool, but not exactly true... Nevermind, anyway, if you guys know who I like last time, I 'm having a crush on him again, as in AGAIN! I dun want, but can't help the feeling lor but really, I... I dunno... Hope he doesn't find out, I want this to be kept in me and some of my close friends (yes Sylvia, that guy...) and sigh... I doubt I'll ever get a return from him, nope!

Thursday, February 26, 2004

See this... the survey at lotrplaza...

rl name(dont worry about last name and if you feel insecure about posting it then dont post it: Marliyana
Who adopted you in the family?: GaladrielStar
What is your favorite colour: too many to list
what is your email adress: s_inter89@hotmail.com add me anytime!
is this family to waky for you(hehehe): err... huh?
when did you join this family: can't remember, I think in Jan 2004
how long have you been on the plaza: err... since Dec 2003... I think...
how long have you liked lord of the rings: since Dec 2003
post wich ones of these you have( aim, yahoo, lotr messenger, msn, icq excetera): meca, msn, icq, mirc
who is your favorite character in the books: *knocks head onto table**looked up* I dunno
if you could be any race what would it be: *knocks again*
your favorite food: *again* I'm very indecisive *knocks*
what contry are you in: *sat up straight and sang the national anthem before saying the pledge* Singapore
what state or city are you in: if you know where Singapore is, you answer this yourself *knocks again*
how did you find the plaza: great! though sometimes it's too advanced for a latecomer, me...
how did you find this family: crazy and cool
which is your favorite book lotr or hobbit or sil or UT: *knocks again and looked up* I dunno... I'm juz startin to read the Hobbit but I have a brief idea of all the bks except the unfinished tale
do you know any middle earth languages: elvish, sindarin, quenya, gralvish *friend pokes head in and said:* YEAH RITE! (sarcastically, get it?)
if yes above wich ones: ^
do you hvae any websites and what are the url's: www.geocities.com/luv_marl/enter.html, my not updated and too elaborated webby and www.pure-princess.blogspot.com , my blog on my crazy life!
post a discription of your plaza characters looks and personality: crazy and just like to do quizzes and talk rot, not about lotr but also very polite and feminine. is tall and slender with waist-length blonde hair which is always tied in rivendell elvish style (if there's such a thing). Always dresses in white flowy dresses unless to special occasions. so unlike me in rl...
post a short history of your character: err...

Aiyo, very lazy to edit the previous one, I'll just continue in a new post, here! Ok, I'm in a better mood now, 'a crazy yet polite and feminine elf' as I posted at lotrplaza (maybe cos I was talking bout interesting Denmark wif my friends and maybe cos I prayed juz now and people say if you do, you'll feel more at ease and cheery and I believe them)

So, continue: After lit, I had English which Mr Tan just explain about the skeleton of our expository compo which now I'm wondering whether we're supposed to write the compo or not. Then Chem, I was suddenly put under the pressure of a very heavy sleepy gas. I nearly fall asleep halfway all of a sudden. But really, I'm beginning to really liike Mrs Tay, though I still find her quite like my mum, hehe. But as the saying goes, "The school is our second home..." So well, get it? If not, forget it. Then I rushed to the library for duty and late again, I really can't help it! Then blah blah, poof in MMRC, then printing whatever lah and late for lunch... At lunch I ate Mee Rebus, but as per normal, I don't 'drink' the gravy and so still healthier than finishing the gravy too. Then blah blah, all done, go home, met Izyan and Lubna and poof me on bus 229, then poof Izyan went off and so left me and Lubna talking blah blah blah, then poof at Bedok Macdonalds where my nose started to bleed a liitle. Maybe cos of the sudden temperature change fr the aircon in the library to the warm surrounding. Luckily the bleeding not bad, didn't really come out as blood, but the mucus I sneeze out was like reddish reddish lor. Then I drank vanilla coke while Lubna ate ice cream and then poof I missed 168 and 18, poof Lubna missed 66 and 60 and poof I'm on 168 reading 8 days, poof I'm at home, got a little fright in the lift 'cause the next lift was 'alarming', well, the person inside was pressing the alarm but I got safely poof home, poof in my mum's room for fan, poof at comp, poof talk with NinaNienna, Nina-Nienna or Lady Rose, whatever you wish, poof went to pray, poof on comp, Aragorn's screensaver, poof write survey at lotrplaza, poof now...the present and slowly eating the future and poof, bye bye!

I dunno why, my temper seems to get shorter and shorter each day! I keep getting mad, feel insulted, feel neglected and I think I could have screamed at or strangled the person. That was what ?I am the whole day, angry, angry, angry...

P.E, we had to run 2 rounds as a class, quite tiring but I did it, no stopping but after running my heart could have popped out and squished at Mr Sara's feet or something, it was beating so hard lor! Then we played frisbee, my friends were like singing and singing and I find it irritating 'cause while they're singing I'm still trying to get my breath. Then bla, bla, period ended, Mr Ng talked about the Sec 3 camp, I like the 3rd one, adventures like flying fox, caving and stuff (2nd was cycling and caving and 1st was eww, learn about plantations? please... But then, Kenneth told me later that for the 3rd one, we havce to sleep in a tent, not bad but no toilets! I can't live with bathing using well water, ok still ok but then do business in bushes?? Aiyo!). Then HMT, reading period first then studies which we did grp work and Nuurul, Siti and Dayah (ok not so) were talking and talking and not doing what we're supposed to do. Then at the end of the period, each groups need to present and we did black or white to see who had to do the talking and guess who was the pick of the mth (odd one)? Me and Dayah, then halfway Dayah was like asking me to say all, yeah rite... Then when I stood up, cikgu keeps saying cannot hear me, then need to repeat and I was looking like a fool stuttering, getting mixed with my words 'cause I wrote only in pt form lor. Grr... Then recess, I managed 900 skipping today (so far only once I did 1, 000) and then went to get some food 'cause I was so hungry and then no more food at the malay stall. I went to the western stall, I can't stand anymore sandwiches 'cause I feel like vomiting and I don't want to eat any burgers, very fattening lor so I didn't eat. Then I went to bookshop to buy a comb for tmr (I'm gong to make my IC and I don't have any combs??) and don't have, so I bought Hello Panda and went to sit across my friend. She was like talking and talking with my other friend and totally ignoring me until the bell nearly rang. Then after that they went another way and I decided not to follow them, I'll feel like a total outsider and intruder if I do, and I went to follow the boys in my class who went for Geog class and of course need to split 'cause I take lit and it's in my class. Reached class, empty except Emily, Celine and Khairunnisa I think but they sat like across the room! And so I sat at my seat, right smack in the middle of the class alone till Siti came in asking to borrow my 8 days. Then the rest start filing in and Ms Rajah still haven't come. Then Michelle and Yi Chen went to look for her after some time and so in she walks at bout 11:25, 25 minutes gone in case you're wondering and she kept on saying sry 1001 x saying she thought our lesson starts at 11:35 (really, it's OK...).

Sigh... need to go for awhile now, maybe continue later maybe not, I'm still pissed btw. And WoW, brain vs brawn, think bout it, no time to explain, bye!

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

The second post today... I just got a b'day card from my aunt! With a heart shaped 'small cushion' and $20, wow, even more than my bro gets, I think. So now I can buy LotR books already, yay!!!! Anyway one more thing, I forgot the WoW, hehe, sowie, sowie. This I got from Mr KC Tan during English, "There can never be inner beauty without virtue..." Go figure, I'm... "achoo!", "achoo!", sneezing quite badly that my nose is currently blocked and I sound funny. So, erm... I forgot what I wanna say, tataz!

Sigh... The special day is over and I'm now 15 yrs and 1 day OLD... So, why am I sighing away? Because it's been quite a bad day for me, THAT'S why. First period, E-Maths, got back test paper, I could have broke down (if that's what you call cry, sry I'm not in the mood for phrases) from all the bad results I've been receiving but I 'barely' get to control it but no one noticed, which was lucky. But really, Anthony, Andrea, Siti and even Kenneth got the range of 15 and above (I won't tell each got what in case they don't want others to know eventhough to me it's like good already!). I got so low!

Then Bio, ok, Bio's my favourite and another teacher will be taking over! Urgh! Then had English, ok not so bad but my group used my paper and so... I had quite a number of, can say, stupid mistakes... and like quite embarrassing lor... Then recess, I only did 700 skipping, then A-Maths, haiz... so difficult... I dunno how to do and we're not even in logarithms! Then Chem, ok I guess... I'm starting to like Chem and Mrs Tay. Then HML, letter-writting, sigh... After that lunch, ate quite a lot (feels guilty) and then Physics, pendulum... ok I guess but Siti like not serious during the practical like that... Haiz... the best thing that happened is probably Alia's gift which is very nice and sweet (no it's not food, and I didn't lick it, ok), it's a mug and a pencil case. The mug is filled with hearts all over but since it's made of... err... ceramic is it?, I'll keep it as a display thingy (can't remember what's it called).

Now, I'm kinda frowning and I feel kinda hungry for the soup my mum is 'cooking' now, haiz... I think I'd better go now, cyaz!

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

My b'day! My b'day! Yay! Lol. I think those who wished me happie b'day equals to half a class or so. Anyway, the presents I got, earliest till now...: My aunt gave me a watch, a perfumed talcum and a perfume on Saturday I think. Last night, Sylvia gave me a card as you can see in my previous blog, my mum gave me a pencil case(shaped like tiger), a cat bean-bag (small one), a metal-bottle and a yellow wallet (female design, hehe) in a basket and wrapped like a hamper and my bro also gave me $12 to buy a LotR book. In school, Nuurul gave me a cat in a bag (lol) which she and Siti chose at Precious Thoughts and Kenneth(my class manager who anounced to the whole class about my b'day!) and Abbas bought me a pen and a pencil. The last presents was 'debated' by Christine and Kenneth/Abbas. (these debate students...hehe) Christine said that they should have bout a glossy wrapping paper, put some pebbles and sand, then put flower, wrap and give me. Kenneth then replied that he only had like 10 minutes during lunch to do something and besides, I'd throw the flower in 2 days time (I'm not that bad right?). And so they went on, until bus 10 came, luckily not long after...

So, as for people wishing me happy b'day, there's a lot to name including those I didn't expect. And for those who extended your hand to wish me and I didn't take it, sorry but I'm not supposed to, no skin-to-skin, hehe! Anyway, I know very long I neva put WoW, so, well, a short n simple one here: Always smuile even when you freel like frowning as you'll neva know who's falling in love with em! Well, thx to those who wished me and tataz!

Monday, February 23, 2004

Boo hoo... :'( How can I fail SS?? How can I JUST passed my Physics test? (But ok, that one I didn't understand so understandable... but SS!!!!) Haiz... and tmr is supposed to be my b'day...

Anyway, see this... my favourite b'day card - from Sylvia.

I'm at complete loss of words all of a sudden(no kidding). So, err... cya all laterz or somethin!

Friday, February 20, 2004

Wah! Physics test! Horrible, sure fail one. Bio also me just pass, what more Physics. Sigh... Then Tuesday have English test, what a nice birthday present, urgh, shud hav voted for Wednesday... Haiz... I wonder what my 15th birthday will be like this year... I know it'll be different for some reasons, both good and bad.

For those who are members of TMS bookclub or would like to join, which I encourage and which I doubt you guys will not do, there'll be a meeting next Friday at the school library straight after school to about 1:30 p.m.

Aiyo! I have so much work to do, but neva do, I just don't feel like it! Now, I'm like getting back to unnecessary online 'games' which makes me waste time. Silverlands is one of the new ones I joined. I'm now back to Lotrplaza and Habbo.

Anyway, just now afternoon I took a short nap and I got a very crazy dream but the craziest and scariest one is when I reached a house from a back door(it's HDB flat, 4 room I think) and then someone said not to open the front door because there's something outside but I opened and I saw something like a dementor, but it looks worse! When I wanted to shut the door, the creature like stabbed my arm or something making my wrist have a hollow black hole, I can see through! My skin on my hands also hardened then break, ewww!!! Then like left bones and muscle!

Hmm... I gtg now, talk another day, tataz!

Saturday, February 14, 2004

Aiyo Monday have SS, E-Maths(Matrices from A-Maths) and A-Maths test. Then I have like 1,000,000 A-Maths ws on Indices and Surds. Hate them. Plus I have Chem 'test' on asknlearn, have to do before 29th and also my Arab wkbk for tmr religious class. How to survive?? So, I'm now totally totally addicted to LotR that I think I'm going crazy (partly 'cause I sand Baa Baa Black Sheep, Mary had a Little Lamb and London Bridge is Falling Down while waiting for my order at S-11. I sound really crazy right? But of courselah, I didn't sing too loud but still audible for the people behind me, hehe. Then at home, I ran after my cat with a plastic bag screaming, lol. Crazy enough?). Anyway, want to hear funny acts by my cat? Well, yesterday she was lying on the desk infront of the mirror facing my house door, her favourite sleeping place besides under the computer desk and on my or my dad's favourite chair when the 'gas person' came. She's always so scared of people and so she ran like lightning to the computer here as this is like 'inside of the house' lah. Not funny enough? Ok then, just now she was lying on the computer desktop probably waiting for me to play when she saw me sitting at another corner. She tried to look for me then her head like falls at the side of the computer desk making her fall. Still not funny? Then while I was sitting at the sofa, she was at the desk facing the house door again and she was looking at me, her head to the side staring at me, she really looks like a dead cat 'cause she don't blink much. Then when my father was talking, her ears were like twitching, like she can listen like that. Okok, if at this point you don't find any of the three funny, you probably suffer from lack of humour in life or I'm still on my crazy hinge. Anyway, check out her pic here: Malice
Ok, for WoW, I really can't remember whatever I've ever wanted to post... Erm... Aiya I make up another one lah! Keep yourself away from revenge as revenge will eventually destroy you. Err...canlah! Anyway, here's 3 Elvish words, though some said they're not Elvish, anyway:
Estel = Hope
Olos = Dream
Veleth = Love
Estelio veleth-nin = Trust my love... (Ok, I'm not sure if this is correct...)
Anyway, I'm in the mood to write more so, my name (just Yana actually) in Elvish is either Eruantale or Eruntale thanks to Sylvia. And... my birthday's coming! Yay!!!!! Let's see, exactly 10 more days and I was born around this time too, hehe. I wonder how it'll be like, I mean I'll be 15. Not sweet sixteen but still to me, 15 is an important age, not sure why... It's like an age of maturity to me and I just proved that I'm not yet matured, imagine singing nursery rhymes?!?! Anyway, tomorrow have MTV Asian Awards Yay!!! It's on Channel i and 9 p.m. I can't wait! Asri actually got the tickets, so cool right? Anyway, I can't believe I keep missing American Idol and I missed Trista and Ryan's wedding too! Boo hoo... I'm so not going to miss Moulin Rouge tomr, it looks mystical, hehe. So... I got I've gotta go back to studying, cyaz!

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Lots to write about, but no time! Social Studies, aiyo essay! Then today got Anak Metropolitan, my mum said last episode already, so I badly want to watch! Sigh... But partly my fault alsolah, I came home late, went to Dunman to watch netball match, we won to Bedok Green, woohoot! Jia Hui and Sab were great! The rest were good too but probably because these two were the attackers...well, you get the idea... Then, me, Siti, Khairiyah and Alia had short netball skill practices like shooting, blocking and passing, that kind lah. So anyway, I was so damn tired after that... So far, I only finished E-A Maths(it's A Maths topic but my E-Maths teacher teach one lor).Still got Physics and SS, la la la... So neways, Valentine's Day is coming! Ok, I know I don't have a valentine(who would be mine?????), besides I don't really celebrate it(religion...) but to those who celebrate or/and have a valentine, the wish was for you. Anyway, I think I'd better go now. Anyway, to those who still don't know, I've changed my hp number but of course I won't write it here, I'd call myself a total idiot if I do that. Err...WoW, treasure you loved ones, try not to let go but do let go when it is time to do so. I hope you understand, no time to explain, tataz! Oh 1 more thing, my blog will probably undergo some changes when I'm free, bye!

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Yoz! Yay! Went to KL finally last weekend. It was very fun though the first day was very boring. The train ride was great though I fell asleep until Seremban when I was woken up by the noise of those leaving.
Anyway, the house was a two-story high small semi-detach. 4 rooms altogether, 3 on 2nd floor(mine middle) and 1 on 1st floor. There's a garden infront, where later the korban was held. 3 goats - 1 black, 2 I'm not sure of. Then there was my aunt and uncle(my mum's youngest brother), my aunt's parents, my aunts sis and her husband, my uncle's mother(my grandma), 3 of my cousins, my other aunt and uncle and 2 other cousins and finally me!!!! Notice that my parents didn't go, hehe. However, I was so scared to eat the chicken 'cause of bird flu and the meat...after the korban, I cannot eat meat for awhile, makes me err...want to vomit. So, I think I'd better go now. My school had an Emergency Evacuation 'drill' just now. There were ambulances and fire engines(didn't get to see) and an explosion. But it's just an exercise so not real... Ok, WoW...finish whatever you have started, never give up halfway... That was from my brother in Pri 1 I think after "ngaji".